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Nothing has been the same since she's gone.

Days like today where it feels like the world is being torn apart, I just want her to be there. I want to message her, I want her to tell me everything is going to be okay. I want her to make everything okay.

She's gone, though.. gone forever.

I'll never forget her. It's just going to be a sad day, today. I've decided, this very moment. It's going to be a sad day, because i'm being haunted by the ghost in my head.

There are some mistakes we make in life that we can never take back. There are some things we say, that we will think about for the rest of our lives, wondering if that's what caused the downward spiral.

Maybe it was fate, maybe it was karma.. or maybe it was my last chance at salvation.

It doesn't matter now, but for today, and just for today, I'm going to miss her. I'm going to let myself be sad, and cry, and be miserable. Just for today.