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everything keeps going wrong

the little good things in life are completely dwarfed and nothing is making me happy

i haven't felt happiness in so long that I don't even know how to function anymore

I'm so ******** miserable I can't do anything

I can reach the trigger of the shotgun when the barrel is in my mouth

I thought about it, I sat here for a long time thinking about it

nothing is getting better I can't keep ******** living like this, I cannot keep ******** living like this every day is a ******** misery