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THE BOOK OF A TRUE ABSOLUTE
This is where i put my deepest thoughts, feelings, and opinions.
LIFES A ******** b***h!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont even know whayt the hell happened to me.I guess since i started being with someone speacial i changed.I tried to stop myself from hurting another but i just gave in. I guess i changed so much im just a sucker for tears.Years ago my sister was told she was going to die.My step fathe tried so many times to get me out of his ******** house why, because he doesnet care for me as much as his own kids. My mistake, my kids considering the fact i take care of them way more than he does.Tell me what kind of father sits around complaining about things when he himself sits around doing not a damn thing.but it doesnt matter . I have to live knowing my father blames me for everything going wron, he blames me for every single ******** argument he and my mom has . im sorry im such a cold hearted b***h for not even loving someone as much as i use too, sorry for even being born. as long as my sister still lives i dont give a damn, from now on i go back to my old ways being an evil heartless non lovin b***h. from this day forth i shall no longer have human feelings except for hatred,anger, and pain.from now on i go back to my origanil name my first name...Mercy im out. twisted stressed scream crying evil evil evil






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Loekii
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commentCommented on: Wed Dec 22, 2004 @ 10:10pm
that's not fair what your step farther's doing, if you look after them more than he does he should blame himself not you
but i can see your point in a way, you've gone back to hatred because of the hatred you've been given, but your emotions make the biggest part of you, show the wrong ones, and you may as well not show any at all.


commentCommented on: Mon Feb 21, 2005 @ 04:45pm
u shouldnt worry bout his bitching cuz eventually he will run out of excusses and have no choice but to get slap with the cold hard truth. 3nodding heart



Blue Draven
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