...If he had dared slap me like that in real life I would have gone off on him so hard...heh it seems I do have just as much violent tendencies as my brother though I am able to hide them and control them better...usually.
Anyway, a friend gave me this song and said it reminded him of my current situation as well as my past situation with another man so I decided to post the lyrics because the damned song made me teary eyed. stare I feel ridiculous about how emotional I've been over all of this, I hate it..
Savage Garden - The Lover After Me Lyrics
Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
It's been seven months and counting
You've moved on
I still feel exactly the same
It's just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can't move on
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It's funny
I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
And time goes by so slowly
The nights are cold and lonely
I shouldn't be holding on
But I'm still holding on for you
Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name because I can't move on
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
Oh and my thoughtful brother found a pissed icon of me to show off to people to properly express my rage:
How...sweet..
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I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I wish I could help somehow. sad