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the-hurt-lover
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Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2006 @ 07:01pm

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	my real life! everyone thinks im a happy little girl well guess what every single day brings new pain new pain for me! every day i suffer there is so much pain in me that it can not just go away i need help i need someone to confurt me i need someone to wash away this pain every single day i suffer from the sadness no one wants to under stand me and no one will i wish for someone to hear this plea for help for someone to dry my tears to hold me im not the girl you think i am im a suffering little girl! in the real world i go through so much pain and misury its not even funny i wish for death every day!! scream so please don't try to under stand me thats all i ask of you.......

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Hitokiri MexiKong
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Commented on: Fri Jul 07, 2006 @ 02:21am


	I'm so sorry to hear that Lecros...remember I'll always be by your side.....I wish I could just take away your pain and keep it.......you shouldn't suffer....you're too young for that bullshit......let me know what's wrong and I'll try to comfort you and reassure you.......this is coming from a person that felt the way you do......I just dealt with it till it was no longer there....no one was there for me...no one would really give a damn about me......I know what you feel.....I want to help.....just believe in yourself and a better future.....it's what got me through.....I'm your true friend.......and I always stand by my friends.......everything is going to be great...I promise you this......if you want to believe this....then start believing.......no matter what......beliefs can take you far......trust in yourself.....that's all I ask you....find your strength and your ******** everybody else......if they put you down....then to hell with them.....transform your pain and grief into something that you like doing......that's what I did.......find poems, write poems, or whatever to get your feeling out of your system......meditate......just don't give in......we'll get through this......I know you thinking easier said then done......I thought that too, but hey I managed to get over it...but you can't fail yourself if you try.......first be yourself....if others don't like it....that's their damn problem and they'll just have to get use to it.....talk to you again Lecros.....