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why is it that i get more and more blood thristy eachg day help me please? if you know how i feel tell me why is it that i laugh when someone dies i know that every 18 minutes someone dies from suicide and every 43 seconds someone trys suicide but fails i try and try but no one notices that i try and this causes me to become blood thristy i see my blood and it makes me lust for more i laugh at these people who do go through with suicide. i love seeing there blood it makes me........it makes me want to kill someone it makes me go mad. i may be becoming very dangerous. i relize this....that is why i stay home. i search websites in order to see blood, to grin, to lust for murder and blood. i want to kill someone but i cant i will go to jail.......i cant do that i have to stay home to protect me and others....*clenches fists*im dangerous and moving. i could easily kill someone and laugh about it.i dont know what triggered this? i want to know what in the hells name triggered this mass lust of blood i measn hell look at my signature.......you cant spell slaughter without laughter! wtf is that?! and yet i love it!its true very true but scary for most! well im out see ya