It hurts deep down inside in a part of me I once thought dead.
It hurts physically and emotionally all in one shot.
I'm not sure if you meant to cause me this pain.
What I am sure is that I've lost all hope now.
You were the only one left that understood how I felt and the past.
I trusted you with my feelings.
I trusted you with the most sacred of things to me.
All you did was stomp on them though.
Smile just the way he did.
I'm not sure if you noticed but I was already dead.
The only things keeping my body alive I buried in you.
You ripped them out, like a devil would a soul.
Crush that the rest of me in your hand.
All my restraints to this world is gone.
I finally have what I need to move on.
To end my life with all this pain I feel.
One simple cut I most likely won't feel.
Then I'll be gone.
What will you laugh at when my feelings are gone?
What will your tear up once my body is buried?
You will have nothing left.
So what will you do?
I'll be waiting here for you.
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The Secrets, The Truth, The Lies, The Pain, and Me
A Bright Silver journal with yinyang symbol in the middle of it, is open revealing what seems to be notes, short stories, and pained poems written in a feathered pen. The gold lock sits beside it ready to lock away the secrets.