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I jus don't get it. Somethings..I can't see me without him, But if i try to look ahead i just don't see it. And there are times, where i can think of so many ways hes not the right guy for me. Hes amazed that we're doing so good... That we made it so far. But some times it don't seem like anythin to be happy about. So many times I've turned my back on him but he keeps his grip and dosnt let go. I can't tell if its cause he loves me or because he dosnt want to look like a fool. Maybe its just because hes stubborn who knows. I'm so used to given advice out to everyone else that I can't think of any for myself.. Hes helped me through everythin and I'm so glad that hes there, but sometimes I wonder... If I'm doing the right thing.