This is probrably the most pissed I've been in months, maybe even years. I can't stand how ******** stupid people think I am! I'm just a joke! God, I ******** knew it, all along! How ******** pleasant, I knew there was nothing worth my time anymore, but hey, Do I listen to myself? No, I end up just being like "Wow that little voice in my head that always tends to be right, well I wont follow it this time" DAMN AM I JUST THAT MORONIC?! I'm just so... AAAAAAAAAAUGH! I just wanna strangle that Cocksucking ******** Son of a b***h f*****t. I'm really just not in the mood for this s**t. If I ever get the chance, He better run, And he better run fast. Or he wont have one of his lungs when I'm through. Hell, Right now, I'm shaking from anger...
WHAT THE HELL!? Does this always have to happen to the people who try to stay tolerable? This is what causes bitterness. This is why I give up. Love? HA! Why did I even bother thinking it was ever worth my time. It's nothing but ******** fairy tales. I'm not on the market anymore, I should just make myself ugly again, it wouldn't be hard. I'm sick of the s**t people put me through. DO THEY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO!?! GOD DAMMIT! Oh go get someone to love you? Love? WHAT THE ******** EVEN IS IT? A lie... All just ******** lies... Oh but someone has to love you... YEAH ******** RIGHT! People are nothing but sickening animals; Humans are nothing but a joke. We take life too seriously, why don't we just give up?
Oh, everyone has a purpose. Don't give me that s**t; I'm utterly useless, and always have. What about that hobo on the corner? Huh!? Did he have a purpose? Did he? Was it just not big enough that he could have a better life? I really think, all that I'll amount to is... just a joke. Heh, fun.... I'll make everyone laugh.... What a great opportunity.
I really just want nothing more than to not exist. It's nothing more than just a ******** joke. I'm sick of it. My feelings- WHY WONT THEY LEAVE. I'm just not in the mood. I have much more to say but whatever. Not like anyone really gives 2 shits about me.
 Jello Challenged · Sat Aug 26, 2006 @ 07:07am · 0 Comments |
