Staring at the ceiling,
I can't stop my thinking.
My feelings dangle on a cliff,
As you decide if I should live or die.
Absense makes the heart grow fonder,
Except for when you start to see,
The amount of pain he put you through.
Why must you continue,
To whisper these lies,
Those three little words,
That we both know you don't mean?
Why don't I just leave him, you ask?
Well, I can answer that easily.
My fear of being alone,
Consumes my entire being.
I need someone to talk to.
I need someone to hold me.
I need someone to care for me.
I need someone to need me.
I need someone to miss me.
I need someone to love me.
More abandoned than I've ever felt,
I wish I knew where you went.
My feelings dangle on a cliff,
As you decide if I should live or die.
Love is blind,
Especially when you start to see,
That he can't choose if he loves your not.
Why must you continue,
To whisper these lies,
Those three little words,
That we both know you don't mean?
So badly I want to walk away,
But I just can't do that.
I have no one else to turn to.
Where else can I go?
Why won't you talk to me?
Why won't you hold me?
Why won't you care for me?
Why don't you need me?
Why can't you miss me?
Why don't you love me?
Drowning in your sea of lies,
I watch you adoringly take her hand.
My feelings dangle on a cliff,
As you decide you'd rather me dead.
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