i just saw my "sister" today after a 4 year gap. we've known each other since i was probably 1 and her 3, and we've always been close. but when she turned 18, she got pregnant. she and the guy planned to marry, but never got the chance. i met my "niece" when she was less than a year old. she's 4 now. my sister 2 years later had another daughter, then the guy she was with turned into an a*****e, and they broke up. during all this we'd talk by phone and email cause she lived in northern cali. she moved back down here several months ago, but being as she has 2 kids and no car, it's been very hard to see each other. now she's moving to texas...on october 1st!
this past week was her birthday, so she had her fun today. she also wanted to meet ryan. it was soo scary when i talked with her now. she's 22, but acts like she's still under 18! and so do all of her friends. it's soo sad. it's like her having the kids stunted her maturity in a way. and i've noticed that with many women who have children when they were very young. not all, but most i've met are that way (note met, i have friends on here who are very different). ryan dealt with the same realization with most of his old friends/family a little while ago, and it was very suprising. now i'm feeling it and it hurts. she's older by age, but i feel older mentally, and i know she noticed it, which i'm not sure she was happy for or not. either way, i'm hoping to see her one more time before she leaves.
wow, went all the way down to hollywood to have my mind opened in ways i never wanted..but knew before i even went that is was going to happen.
 Curious Moon Child · Sun Sep 10, 2006 @ 11:40am · 5 Comments |
