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ever since 8th grade,*right now*, "E" *his name for now* and i have been kinda separating from each other: today's his 14th birthday and i really wanna call him to wish him a happy birthday, but for about 2 weeks now, he's been ignoring me. he just frowns at me whenever we look at each other. like for some classes, he had to stand by me, but he just goes somewhere else. i have a thought that he's igoring me because i'm tutoring this guy, Mark, who i used to like. i dunno. what should i do? i cry every night because E's not my friend anymore. and he's really a good friend too. last year, we could share our feelings to only each other.

Update: i could call him now and leave a message in the answering machine to avoid talking to him cause he's at church until 1 pm.should i?

2nd update:i haven't even started tutoring MARK yet. it'll begin in Febuary as for a project that both E and I are in, like community service.

3rd update:I CALLED HIM!conversation

*phone is ringing* me:*whispers* please let it be the answering machine!
His mom: hello?
me: Hi. this is R----."
his mom: oh, hello Rahie! how are you?
me: fine, my i *gulp* speak with Eric please.
his mom: ok, let me call him *calls him, he say yeah?'*
Eric: hello?
me: this is R---.
him: oh, hi.
Me: i just wanted to wish you a happy birthday.
him: oh, thanks.
me: are you going or doing anything today?
him: no, just hanging at home
me: oh

*quiet for some seconds*
me: well, see you at school on Tuesday.
him: uh...ok, see ya. bye.
me: bye.

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