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Hey everyone, today was pretty good. I'm in a good mood. At lunch Amber took some of Ashely's cottage cheese and put chocolate milk in it! She ate it and said it was really, really good! Ashley was like gagging and so was I! It was discusting. Then, they left so I went and sat by Sam and Tabby. Sam was like, "Oh, decide to come sit by us now!" I wasn't sure if she was kidding or not. It really made me mad because she freaking ignores me at football games and s**t then has the goddamn nerves to get onto me for not sitting by her at lunch. Besides, it must not have occurred to her that she and Tabby bore me to ******** death. They don't talk!At least Ashley and Tracy have somewhat of a conversation instead of me feeling like the only reason we sit together is because no one wants to go through the embarrassment of sitting alone!!!!!!!!! Honestly, anymore I think that is the reason we even breath in the same room together is because it is expected of us to. I mean, there isn't much of a connection...everything seems to be falling apart right in front of my eyes. My mom doesn't like Cheri and for the most part I am scared of getting close to her...I don't know it just seems to me that she has a lot up her sleaves at times and I don't like trying to predict peoples next moves...I hate how people play life like it is a game and try to control others to get what they want. It is pathetic how people can be so heartless to one another. Especially girls. They are the most terrible creatures ever created!!! I mean guys just punch eachother. Girls actually make little stabs in ones self image intill there is some permanet scares there and do you think they settle for that? Nope, they don't. Well, that is basically my feelings for the day. lol. Later guys.
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