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Guess what? My turn at a philisophical post. :]
Life. Oh boy. LIFE. Everyone knows what it means, but not what it really means, and what the hell it's for.
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Eh, I don't know.
Earlier...I was talking to someone, and it got me thinking...in order to do something, or in order to be able to do something...it all begins with the wait. Waiting to do this and that.
WHY. Why do I have to wait?
I mean...Eh...We wait for the things that we want...yay, that's great. We get it eventually.
But what of the things we need. Will those things eventually come out of a long wait? ...Now we have to WAIT to find that out...haha...
What if I don't WANT to wait? ...Would it matter? I can't change anything but...I wish I could - I REALLY wish I could do something about it...but I can't. I'm stuck like everyone else is.
Hee...makes me wonder if everything I do about it is completely necessary or not...
Now, this will sound stupid but...People change, yeah? I don't want to...within the years of waiting for things we want and need, we change revolving around our suroundings. Shat. Made no sense, that.
But...I want to be the same person throughout...I don't want to change...I want the moment to last, yet I don't want this to take an eternity.
Damnit, why do I have to wait? Why's it take so long? Why am I left with no choice? Why do I think I have to do this one thing? I mean...
...Will it even be worth it?
We wait for things, yeah...but why...whywhywhwywhy. Always asking WHY. Never an answer.
I don't know. Really, I don't. This isn't relevant, but...I hate this. </3
I feel like I'm slowly losing my mind...slowly...bit by bit...by every day that goes by that I can't...that I can't be... :\ wtf entry.
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Guess what? My turn at a philisophical post. :]
Life. Oh boy. LIFE. Everyone knows what it means, but not what it really means, and what the hell it's for.
[read now]
Eh, I don't know.
Earlier...I was talking to someone, and it got me thinking...in order to do something, or in order to be able to do something...it all begins with the wait. Waiting to do this and that.
WHY. Why do I have to wait?
I mean...Eh...We wait for the things that we want...yay, that's great. We get it eventually.
But what of the things we need. Will those things eventually come out of a long wait? ...Now we have to WAIT to find that out...haha...
What if I don't WANT to wait? ...Would it matter? I can't change anything but...I wish I could - I REALLY wish I could do something about it...but I can't. I'm stuck like everyone else is.
Hee...makes me wonder if everything I do about it is completely necessary or not...
Now, this will sound stupid but...People change, yeah? I don't want to...within the years of waiting for things we want and need, we change revolving around our suroundings. Shat. Made no sense, that.
But...I want to be the same person throughout...I don't want to change...I want the moment to last, yet I don't want this to take an eternity.
Damnit, why do I have to wait? Why's it take so long? Why am I left with no choice? Why do I think I have to do this one thing? I mean...
...Will it even be worth it?
We wait for things, yeah...but why...whywhywhwywhy. Always asking WHY. Never an answer.
I don't know. Really, I don't. This isn't relevant, but...I hate this. </3
I feel like I'm slowly losing my mind...slowly...bit by bit...by every day that goes by that I can't...that I can't be... :\ wtf entry.
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..the thing you want the thing you need..what are they O=
i might know but i might not D: wtf