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Santana, Narcissa, and i were waiting for Stiener in his room. Then Eric came and i asked him if h'es gonna be in CC, he said yeah. *it's like now i can talk to him easily and forget that i'm not supposed to talk to him* We talked a little bit about this flying car in the magazine Eric saw in the room, inventions, and about palmistry, Santana brought that up blaugh . She ask if she have to do anything to join CC, Eric and i smile at each other secretly: Eric tells her she needs a permission slip. then i add in that Chess could be fatal and brutal but it's not our fault if you die. Santana get scared, we tell her we joking. Santana say something, and she say 'oh, aren't i so smart' Eric and i sarcastically agree with her but eric and i kept looking at each other smiling over it. Then Santana and Eric played, i just sat on the ground overlooking their game. Santana's new to this, so Eric and i were pointing all these stuff to her, *our hands touching each other!* There was this eyehair thing on the board, and i kept on having to blow it. and then Eric and i were talking about the eyehair. blaugh Eric just kept on talking about all these things and then me and Santana told him that he talks too much. Then this little 6th grader wanted to play against me, so we sat by Eric and Santana. He wa starting to beat me, and so Eric, he was going all frantically wanting to help me so i wouldn't lose, but i just took that kid's pieces one by one until he only had his king while i had my king, queen, bishop, rook, and pawns. then, Eric and santan were watching and cheering me on. Eric knew a way i could win but i told him, "Eric, this is my game, not yours." so he butt out of it. and GOSH, HE LOOKED ME RIGHT IN THE EYE ABOUT 30-50 TIMES DURING THE WHOLE HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heart heart
so yeah, then i won.then i watch Eric's and Santana's game, but she ahd to leave, so she told me to take her place and beat him. when she leave, i'm sarcastically mad at her. So i sit across from him but he's on the ground right by me, i getting nervous, tell him to sit in his seat, he does. i let him win, but kept on looking eye-to-eye. we talked about last year's CC. When we had to help Narcissa, who's working on a math problem, I HELP HER, ERIC DIDN'T KNOW HOW! blaugh BUT he was sooooooooooooooooo close to me, i just went back to my seat. he came back to. he started making lots of noise and talked a lot: i tell him i thougt he's a silent type, but he said no, he's perfect type. that 6th grader needed hw help, we asked him which teacher, he said Foss, Eric and I talk about Foss while kid do hw.I went out to get my backpack, when come back, eric look me and say frantically "You're not gonna go, are you rahie?" i tell him gonna do hw.so he get his homework. i sit in this desk with a desk right by it, and ERIC SIT RIGHT BY ME!!!!!. i ask him what number he on, he say 8. i say oh, he ask me, i try hide it but he grab my hand and pull it out. he surprised i on 20. While hw, Eric noticed he was the only one talking to himself, so stopped talking. Eric kept on asking me what i got for answers to check with his. then he was about to do number 10. i told him we didn't have too. i tell him numbers have to do. he ask me if have to do work, i silent, just show him my paper. then i say in a whisper, "I thought you were smart." he look me and say "What did you say?" i gave out a nervous giggle and said nothing, but he wanna know. he tell me he gonna fry, i say 'there'll be rumors tomottow that you cried he say only Jessica w. and his sisters saw him cry, no one else.i keep saying it in whisper, he kept on looking at me.

i ask him what time he gonna leave, he say 5 pm, i tell him i'm lleaving at that time too.i ask him if he got poem letter, he say 'yeah, but don't want it.' then clock turn 5. Eric start packing up, i do too. we both say bye to Stiener and Narcissa. Eric hurry up before me, but he wait for me, i tell him he don't have to wait for me, he say he want to!. he hold door for me, and while i get jacket out of locker, he wait for me! when we walk by the 6th grade area, we see tsunami poster, i tell him sadly 'i can't believe 180,000 died in tsunami' Eric was kinda sad too. Me-"well, but only 2 people die in Bangladesh." he smiled at me-"only 2?" so i smiled back-"Yeah, i mean, how can it kill only two?" Maddison was by the front doors, we said hi to each other. "Eic come up closer to me and whisper to me "Who's that?" tell him it's Brianna's sister. he gave me this puzzled look. she said she was bored and we talked a little more. Eric was just waiting by me. then we go, he hold door for me, i thank him. then we talk about our being-published poems. i ask him what's the name of his, he looks RIGHT AT ME AND SAYS "I once Knew You' i look down and tell him about my poem and what's it about. he tells me he's gonna be walking to church. we say bye to each other, then Mom comes and ask Eric if he needs a ride home but he keeps on refusing. so i walk up to them, eric looks at me. then she asks him about his mom, when he walk ahead, i get into car. and we pass him, me and him wave too each other.