The memories start to fade... Your voice has become that of a stranger's... Stressing you out... I'm sorry... I didn't mean to upset you... My stupid little mess ups... My stupid choice of words... Stupid, stupid, stupid....
Why do you stay by me... I'm not all that pretty... Or lovely... Or graceful... I'm selfish... Hopeless... Pessimistic.... And yet you stay... I don't know why... But you can get that smile on my face... When I'm at the bottom...
Just so vain... And uncaring... What do you see in being a friend to me? Your wings hold me close.... Protecting me... Even when I try to escape... trying to fall into the darkness... tightly wrapped around me... Those feathers you loose from me... I'm sorry...
I'm trying to push you away slowly... I see it happening already... I want to hold tight to you... But my other half wants to... Wants to... Please... Dont let this die... Dont let this die.... It's slipping away... Like sand... Please.... I'm trying to hold onto you with all my strength... but.... I'm gradually pushing you afar...
Why stay with someone... Who's just gonna let you down... someone who's going to betray.... Whos going to allow you to be hurt... Unable to protect... Unable to return... just... Letting you down... I'm sorry...
Jello Challenged · Sat Nov 11, 2006 @ 06:04am · 0 Comments |