didja ever get that feeling of being sooo...superior to everyone?
just because you were able to do something first..

i did a few hours ago..this might be kinda shallow, ok, it IS shallow,
i was the first monk in our ragnarok server...yeph. shallow.
but heck, did it feel good!!

but now though, i believe after i get back online, i'll see everybody else far ahead than me...which is very much the same IRL...great. i'm feeling depressed again.

but a few hours of playing pRO later is gonna solve that..oh wait...i still have to watch gundam seed and full moon wagashite gonk i'm gonna lose sleep again crying