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i know exactly what to say but i cant say it at all.nothing.god.i feel like we are all looking for sumone and im the only one who can see them and im trying to save them but nobody can hear me when i call for help.that person is dying and i can only watch.i cant touch them.they cant touch me.i can see them,they can see me.i look on at the suffering.a smile wisperes from her lips.she says......they cant see me becuz they dont realize that one important thing about u .about the world.my lips quiver i dont realize it but its like im bleeding all over.preasious tears are streaming down my face.my insides freeze.i scream i cant shake this feeling.i have to ceep this perso with me.i get a warm feeling whenever im around them.im getting cold.im dying inside.i try to run to them.i fall im laying on the floor.im screaming and shivering uncontrolably.with one final crazed scream i call out her name.i said it.i didnt hear what i said but i said it.the warm feeling comes back.the person apears.it is an ugly misshapen monster.i watch in horro as it walks toward me.but then.the buitiful silky hair..the wisper smile...it slowly apears as it walks towars me.every one else screams and runs away.i smile.i sit up off the floor the person takes my hand.i feel warm all over.all of the garbage turns to flowers.the crows turn into doves....the garden has bursted into life.i close my eyes.i stand up.i feel the ground under me give way.i open my eyes im in the air soaring away.i look at my person but she is just a white butterfly....i look at myself....im a gray butterfly.once Black.the white touched me tho and now im gray.the person i tried so hard to save...they have saved me.
think about it.ther is much more than a story in this entry heart