Hey there friends!! Wow, it's been a while since I updated my journal. Well that's because I'm kind of lazy to...and I have other online journal accounts. xd It's been a busy week, and right now I have huge eyebags and am so exhausted. Oh no!!! Our exams are on tuesday!!! sad And we still have a group project after. By the way, our section was supposed to win in the singing and dancing!!!! stressed Thanks to our oh-so-forgetful AND insensitive teacher, she didn't tell us that we were not allowed to use music on a cd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stressed stressed stressed stressed She was the one who explained the criteria to us but she didn't say anything. AND she was there during ALL our practices in school so she should have noticed that we were using a cd!!! I mean most of the time she was sitting beside the cd player while watching us. So we're second place. And guess what? The section who won doesn't deserve to win. I mean when I heard them sing I was speechless.....they were so out of tune!!!!!!! Especially during the chorus and the three so-called lead singers of theirs weren't even good as well!!! AND our special effects were WAY better than theirs. OUr singing group was the best, and our classmates who played the drums, guitars and bass did really well and they even wore outfits with stripes to make themeslves stand out!!! stressed stressed stressed Right after the performance one of our classmates who is in the singing group even said in VERY loud voice that we, the dancers, were the reason why we didn't win. HELLO??? Our choreo was way better than the others!! We even did stunts such as, headstand, shoulder stand, straddle jump and more!!! And how were we supposed to know that we weren't allowed to use a cd???????????? I feel soooooooooo sorry for our classmate who did in the choreo and was in charge of the practices. Right now she hardly has any voice, because she would shout at us during practices. All those days we spent practicing until evening and our effort went down the drain. By the way, the girl who blamed us was the one who told us to be hyper during the last song and that was what we did, we clapped, we danced with them and cheered. But no, she didn't appreciate us for following her orders!!! stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry for my outbursts but I really need to let all of these out somehow. And earlier we had food sharing, my classmates are sooooo selfish!!! Me and my groupmates ordered KFC for the class, and guess what? Some of them even had the nerve to get a whole box of funshots. I didn't even get to eat a single piece!!!!!!!! What was the use of donating a 100 pesos???? I'm thinking of buying my own for me and my friends next time. G crying osh, I feel like breaking or throwing something, because I just realized that the work that I do for others are not being appreciated, I might as well go back to who I was before: Someone invisible, I'll just be really really quiet in class like I was before. It's not worth it, and it seems to me that no matter what I do, nobody will notice it or even thank me for it. I even placed myself at the bottom of my Top Priorities List. That's all for now, but I might update about this again soon.
Yours truly,
Celestial White Rose
