What's the point of living anymore.
I ask so many times.
Now that you're not with me.
Im lost,
Useless,
Unloved,
I dont see a point for me.
The warm thoughts of our laughter fill my head.
They make me smile.
But my heart cries.
Without you,
There's no point in wakeing up anymore.
There's no one to see,
No one to hold,
No one to laugh with.
Even the little things we did,
Make me cry.
Should these thoughts make me happy?
Or chain me in this dark, eternal world of loss and depression.
I just dont know anymore.
Without you,
I cant think.
My mind is blind.
I cry at night.
Asking myself,
" Would it even matter to you,
If i said i still loved you?"
But then,
All the feelings of being rejected,
Ignored,
Forgotten by you,
Fill my head and remind me
That you would probly care less if i curled up in a corner and died.
It doesnt matter now.
You left me for her.
I never thought you would do that to me.
I never thought our love could end.
But i was wrong.
I was blind.
I should have seen this coming.
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