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Why did you say you loved me?
When you knew you didnt mean it.
I thought our love really ment something to you.
But of course i was wrong.
I knew this was too real.
I knew you were to good to be true.
I actually loved you.
You were my first true love.
And i will always remember you.
I'll always remember where this cold black hole in my heart came from.
I had so many plans for us.
So many things i couldnt wait to do.
But i guess..
Those plans will never happen.
Im a fool to think someone like you was real.
I cant believe i loved you.
Im a ******** idiot to ever think you ment it when you said those words.
Whatever.
******** this.
I dont need all this pain.
Besides, this gun is getting impatient.
My finger rests on the key to my happiness.
I may be the one holding this gun..
But you're the one pulling the trigger.






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catastrophicERRORx
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commentCommented on: Sun Mar 11, 2007 @ 05:21am
Whoa, I like it...Alot


commentCommented on: Wed Mar 14, 2007 @ 05:58am
whoa emotionally dead...like me.



Xxasphyxia_sakuyaxX
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punksweetie
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commentCommented on: Wed Apr 25, 2007 @ 02:46pm
Awww, Penguin...you write so beautifully! Even though it has a saddening feel to it, I really like this one. Have you ever been published? ^-^ That's something you should think about.


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