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Oh wow. Four girls, two beds...<3
Oh man, I am SO excited. Seriously. Our orchestra trip is in two weeks, exactly. And there's four of us to a room in the hotels...which means we're sharing beds. Oh my god, seriously that's good and bad at once. First of all, that's bad, very horrible, sick and wrong! Not because of the fact that I also like girls, but because first of all, none of them KNOW I'm bi, so I'll feel guilty about that, and secondly, it's a school trip sort of, so nothing can really happen anyways. Not that I'd be brave enough to actually let something happen. XP But on the other hand, this could also be awesome, because there's this girl in orchestra I really like, but I don't know if she's lesbian or bi or straight. There was one time on the bus coming home from somewhere, it was really dark, and she was sitting on the seat, right next to me, her legs were pushing into mine and I was slightly freaking out, because it was sort of that electric feeling, you know? Only I think I was the only one who felt it...then she and I were messing around, joking with each other, like "oh, we're almost there!" "20 minutes 'till we're home!" and stuff like that. Then she leans over me, her chest pressing into my back, like we're turned sideways...she leaned across me like that, and whispered in my other ear, "almost there, kimi..." It was like a mix between a flirt and a joke...but oh man, it felt so...indescribable...really, it was awesome, hard to describe, but wow. It didn't last long enough. I wish it had lasted longer, she was so warm...god even thinking back on it feels so amazing...and it was only like 10 seconds. ^^; But really. I'm hoping to find out more about her on this trip. I wanna know her better, especially if maybe she just might be bi or lesbian? *hopeful*
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