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i know im always biatching in this journal..
if you dont like it.. leave

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i dont know any word to tell you exactly how i feel, but i'll try..

i feel empty, helpless..

*stares at clock*
it's 'only' 10:38pm and im so tired, from doing noting, so in other words, i didn't do much, so i have to do it now, which i probb wont because im tired..

helpless isnt the right word, i guess i feel pathetic, i do wanna do something, but i 'cant' right now,
a there's more energy in my head than in teh rest of my body
b my legs hurt like h(ll.. man, i hate this situation so bad.. i think i wrote about these kind of moments before..
i wanna get up to do something else, but i cant, my legs hurt so bad if i move..
so im feeling; gonk / scream


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