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Ok, I just put pizza in the oven, so I'll make this a quick entry. XD But then again, I'll probably edit it later. Hah, edit it. That sounds awesome when you say it out loud. Edit it. Hehe, sorry. Blondishness is showing through. XD (dang it, highlights don't cover my natural periodical blondiness. XP) Oh, no school today. :3 Or next friday. And no school next thursday because our boys are going to state. Which means I don't have to make up homework for my orchestra trip. x3

ANYways. Ok so this morning, I've been having these crazy mood swings. Seriously. Not like depression or anything, but major, MAJOR nostalgia. I'm a very sentimental person...I wish too much that I could go back to being little and messing around and stuff. But yet at the same time, I live in the present and for the future. It's like I can't decide where I want to be. But this morning has been one memory after another...and wow, you wouldn't believe how much people change, from being a good friend, to being someone who's totally different. So many inside jokes, times I spent with people I loved...all of it will mean nothing someday. So many things that I remember, they might not recall even if I reminded them. It really hurts, knowing that those moments were so special to me, but may mean nothing to them... crying

And then on the other end of the spectrum, I've been so happy today, because the orchestra trip is only...122 hours away! I've been putting aside certain outfits I want/need to take (I've decided I'm wearing the dress I wore to winter royalty for the fancy pants concert we're going to. XD) And getting my ski/snowboard stuff ready...oh yeah and I've got to activate my check card for the mall of america. :3 seriously, I'm so excited for this. I love Minneapolis. I've only been there once other than this, but it's awesome. Plus, there's someone I'd love to spend more time with, and this may be the perfect time to get to know her better...<3

So yeah. That's my morning. Oh and also, I started watching "The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi" and it's pretty awesome. x3 Kinda confusing to remember the right order to watch it in though. XD