Every single day something happens either at school or at hom. Yesterday, it was at school. On eof my now XX friend's is ticking me off and annoying me to the point that I don't wanna be his friend. Then I have some newer friend's but that is good. My parents started making me so mad one time, that thoughts of my pain medicine went through my head....a handful of them going into my mouth and then me dying....no I havn't had that thought in a year or two but it is starting to some up again. Grah......I try never to even get near the pain meds unless everything on my head hurts which has been happening a lot lately. My headaches hurt so much.... crying well yeah everybodies does but when I get headaches then almost everything on my head starts to hurt....eyes, ears, head, under my eyes near my nose......it sucks badly so and it makes it hard to stay away from pills for it.....maybe sports will take my mind off of it. I love sports so much.....I could just be standing in the middle of a game like football or baseball and think, this is so awsome and be so happy. Then I screw up somehow and my dad yells at me then I start to cus under my breath at him and my concentration goes couplot! Yeah w/e but I am gonna go now......I'm tired. Oh! Last night I started to raw this picture and it acually turned out ok! I was so happy but yeah.....lol laters
~Lovin
Zombie Doll` · Tue Mar 15, 2005 @ 12:03pm · 12 Comments |