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Ok, so today I talked with Micheal a LOT on the phone...god I love him so much...he's the reason I KNOW I'm bi, not lesbian. Seriously, there's no way I could love a guy THAT much if I were only about girls. He's just so sweet, in the best way. He's always himself, NEVER a pervert or anything like that, actually he doesn't date anyone. Not until he's 17, he says. It's so cute, seriously...and he gets all embarrassed and blushes talking about crushes and love and stuff...and so he sent me a carnation on valentines day, which was sooo awesome, because he was all shy about it. And he's not shy in any other way, but he's embarrassed sometimes when he talks about stuff like that. Anyways, so just today, on the phone, he played this song and sang with it about people we know changing us for the better, making us who we are, all that...and he sang it to me saying it reminded him of us...<3 God I love him so much, it seems freakish, but I feel like sleeping with the phone by my ear, like maybe I can hear him sing again...x3