I've had enough with everything. I'm pretty much just gonna give into everything. I don't care if i'm a souless walking corpse to some people. I just don't care anymore. I don't want to deal or handle people anymore that give me a damn hard time. I don't want to be Everyone's Amusment anymore it sucks. I get hurt, I cry and people find it amusing. I don't want to be amusment anymore. I'm sick of crying, i'm sick of hurting, I now know I have nothing to damn well look forward to besides living elsewhere. I can't really get away from anything/anyone that torments me. at school, out of school, home, I'm tormented by my brother, my father, people I don't know but they think they know me but don't cause they listen to others who say false things and spread false rumors. but what do I care anymore... it won't go away, it never will, so I'll just deal with it... I'm just gonna be a souless walking corpse to the eyes of everyone in NH...
Angelic_Dreamy_nightmare · Thu Apr 12, 2007 @ 08:25pm · 0 Comments |