Alone in the night I sat in the rain
hoping that somehow it would wash away my pain.
The constant ache of misery and despair
brought me down 'cause no one was there.
I pretended to laugh while deep inside I was crying
saying I was fine while actually I was dying.
I never know how to say the words
tell other people how much it really hurts.
I keep it to myself not willing to let it out
instead of talking I just scream and shout.
Being so scared and no one even knows
they can't comfort you, the pain doesn't shows.
You wish someone would hold you and tell you it would be alright
that's what I wished for when I sat alone that night.
Yet nobody came because no one knew
all this pain that I was going through
Now it's too late I don't have trust anymore.
I'm just numb, everything is sore.
Now I think it's time,
it's time for me to say goodbye.
While I was exploring the world GAIA, I met this boy. He's only 12 yrs old, and a Malaysian. We we're chatting and we decided that he would call me big sis while I call him lil bro. Hehe...now I have a brother here in GAIA. Later on, I met his real big brother. I was really surprise at first when this guy suddenly followed me and talk to me, then he asked me if I know Zac(my lil bro!), I said 'yes' then he told me that he's the real brother of Zac. Isn't it funny how small the world is?...anyway that's my adventure in GAIA for today.
OMG! On Monday I'll have to go to UP(University of the Philippines) for application. Man, I'm so nervous, that's school is like one of the best institutions here in the Philippines, owned by the government, and I'll be lucky if I get admitted to that school this coming school year. Technically I'm still a student of UE(University of the East) but I will be transferring to UP. I hope I get admitted. Please do pray for me. I really want to study at that institution. biggrin
