Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals


View User's Journal

My Up's and Downs
I had journal that I put a bunch of stuff that I wanted to vent, but nobody to vent to. It's always a million times easier to express yourself online then in real life.
September 29th, 2010. I do it to just about everybody I've ever liked. I start liking them too much, and I totally focus in on them. I become infatuated, and obsessed with them for a day or two, or even longer. I start doing odd things that I wouldn't have done normally if I didn't like them so much. I gotta back off, and understand when I feel infatuated, because my feelings will get the better of me, and make me look nuts. I gotta try and be cool, take it slow, one word at a time, one thought at a time.
Don't get too far ahead of yourself. You're own stupid behaviour will make the people you like, annoyed with you. Even though they like you too, you'll seem really nuts to them, and you'll need to calm down. You're not the only person they know. They've got friends and lives totally seperate from you. They don't need you in their lives, they can go along without you. But if you know how to have some self control, how to hold back those feelings that might make you do stupid things, and learn how to think with your head a little, you can make a lasting impression on those ppl you like, and they'll want you to stick around. Maybe eventually, they'll have a hard time thinking of how things would be if you wern't around.

Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum