• Angels are supposed to represent all the good in the world. But, what happens to angels who seem to have a dark side? Can they really be called "angels"? Can they truly have dark sides? Angels, who are supposed to be "pure spirits", seem to live in their world, carrying out their jobs like silent ghosts. But they can also be right next to you, in a person, and you might never know it.

    I beleive that people who have lost their will to live, are nothing more than empty shells; fallen angels who have always been alone, with no-one to help guide them and be there for them when they needed help the most. Somehow, my friends consider me an angel. I'm not sure why. I think of myself as a dark angel; not really good, but not really evil. The reason I think of myself as a "dark angel" is because, in a way, I've always been alone.

    There are some things in this world that can never really be explained. The emptiness that I feel is one of those things. I've been betrayed, mislead, taken for granted, and hurt by people that I trusted. Even people who pretended to be my friends have hurt me. So I finally gave up and never trusted anybody again. And I slowly became an "empty shell" myself.

    But after forgetting who I was for so long, I tried to end my life when I was 8. Looking back at my life now, I regret ever making that choice. Because somewhere along the way, I found what I was looking for. People who I could actually call "friend" and who actually cared about me. After so many years of being lost, I was finally found. I know now that I truly am an angel; a dark angel.