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  • Artist Info: What will you fight for?<br />
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    Pics from camping and slut pic of me biggrin lmao and month of being away only a few uploaded onto gaia~<br />
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    Hello gaian's my name is ray<br />
    Im 19 years young :]<br />
    AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water<br />
    Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they're not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their familiy. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward <br />
    I live in cali<br />
    [Single.];o<br />
    Im azn,white,Mexican,German,irish<br />
    I have resonantly returned to @ oct 31st 08.<br />
    Iv been gracing gaia for 5 year's now :]<br />
    If you would like to know anything more about me ask or pm me ^^.<br />
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    if you want to know some more information read this its a short version of my life most characters not inclouded.]sooo from the time i was born my family was already in schambles my dad had already been cheating on my mom and when she had me my dad wasint there because he was out fuckign my moms best friend i lived with my mom for four years but shes was addicted to drugs and dident knwo what to do with me so she gave me away to another familiy a few months later my grama came down and took me from that family i lived with my grama for the next 14 years at the age of 10 i met my first girl friend yes i know pretty young but still we lasted longer then accpected we dated for 7 years but ill tell that part after my grama so my grama was there for me for he most part of my life through fights breaking bones ext i became very attached to her at the age of 14 my grama began to die from hep c during her finnal days i couldent bear to go see her in the hospital and watch her die i wish i could have now looking back she would have been woth every minute of my life sitting in that hospital with like she did for me after she did my grama [wo wasint a big part of my life] became a worce achoholic and became more abusive amungst other things finnaly one day he dident knwo what to do with me so he pawned me off on my aunt this is were my life began to get worce i lived with my aunt for 2 years she well anways she was super strict i was constantly grounded and forced to stare at a wall all day because i had no privlages during this time i still had a cell phone so i would talk to my girl friends on a daily basis she was all i praticly had to keep going off of she had been there for me throught he thick and thin one day she wanted to go to a party so i let her i dident mind she calls me back 2 days later and tells me that she had sex with another guy i was so pissed but i just let it go and told her that i needed some time and we should take a break i call her up a week later ready to forgive her and she pops a little thing on me shes now dating the guy she fucked at the party and shes pregnate to make the rest of that story short i dident know what to do with the next year of my life i had praticly lost everything i had in my life it felt like finnaly after a year i was over her and getting on with my life but still stuck in a shit hold house with fat people who dident really bother to buy me food and just go out to dinner without me so i was sort of starved in a why but enough to live off of finnaly during one summer my aunt desides she dosent want to let me go to summer school and i ask her why not and she got super defensive she told me it dosent matter your going to fail all your life anyways praticly so i got pissed of i called one of my long time friend up shane and asked if i could stay with him and his mom dident mind so i moved in with him i live with him for about a year or more i became attached to his mom kind of like a mother figure but that only lasted for so long she and shane began to fight soon after my first year there and she called me the better child rather then her own son because i took upon more responiablilty shane moved out for a while and then met a gilr names lori he got her pregnate in the long run and at the time he had just moved back in but they were still fighting him and his mom she tells me one day that i shouldent be living in this type of envoiorment praticly saying that i should move out for the better not only that it was kind of a good thing to get out cause of the baby so call it perfect timing well just so happens that my mom gets ahold of me the next day she just got out of prison and suddenly wants to have me in her life i dident bother to ask questions all i did was drop everything i had and left to her she came and got me the next day which means i droped out of school unfortunalty but i got to know my mom quest abit i moved to san bernadino with her and my great grandma that dident last very long soon after living there for about 10 months my mom was back on the streets dealing drugs and coming home late at night i couldent really stop her only live out her life and let her find out whats more worth it having me or the concequensese of being caught and going back to prison of cource how she is she still whent to prison just the way soem things work but she was a loving mother my only wish was that she wasint like that i knew everything that she was doing i just never said anything to the family because my love and care is just enourmrus for people i love and family so it ends up that she goes backto jail an im living with my grama alone one agine i feel a reapeted cycle of staring at the wall on a daily basis or an the computer 24/7 thinking about my choise in moving in with my mom mean while what i dident know was my grama was gradualy getting sick once agine i became attached to a grama and then shes dieing but i dont know it soon enough she has a stroke and goes to the hospital she getts diagnosed with kedny failure amungst a few other things just as i thought hings could be geting better my grama is dieing and is on dialisys meaning she goes to this place were they drain out the bad blood out of her cause her kidneys cant do it so finnaly she moves out of her house and moves in with a sister out of no were my cusins move into my gramas house and take over the back rooms were i slept so i now lived with 2 pratical stangers and had to sleep on a couch soon enough i found myself being starved agine these people who moved in were cool but they dident think about me for a moment only themselfs i live off of rice for about a good 3 months until one day my family had a family meeting about the house and how soon my grama was gana die and who gets what liek vultures thast all they cared about was who gets what but then the subject changed to me and what i was going to do with my life i told them that i was trying to get a job and also trying to find a school that would let an 18 year old in but out here in cali people abouve 18 cant go back to school they need to go to adualt school witch is alot harder to make friends i dident last very long maybe a month or so but i couldent stand it i felt so small around these people and it was so quiet i hated it i felt like shit so i droped out of that and kept wasting my days inside the house on the computer and sleeping finnaly one day my uncle harold came to get me i wasint very fond of him all i ever though about him to be honest was that he was a super religous man and was very strict amungst other things but him coming and getting me out of that house had to be one of the best things that ever happened to me in quiet a few years he ends up becomes a father like figur to me and was super funny and he just has so man things to do im ending up having the time of my life while im here iwth my uncle and he considers me to be a son also so thats pretty much a short story version of my life with out the incloustions of all my friends what this makes me think about today is that i should live my life out have as much fun as possiable take things that are offered to me just enoy every second of my life that i have for the time being to not think about the bad things in my past instead of thinking of them negitivly think of them as somthing to make me stronger and a better person to raise abouve problems that i come across my great grama is doing good so far shes hanging on better then befor and i couldent be any happyer right now the end of the short story version :3
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