• You know that expression, If the shoe fits, wear it? Well my expression is, if your life fits, keep it. And well my life doesn't fit, so should I really keep it. Or is it just trash, and should be thrown away? Should I wish for a new life, and take this one away, till I come back as a new person or animal....?

    A 16 year old should feel like a queen, Cars, Boyfriends, Love, Family, Friends, And most importantly yourself. Well the fact is that. I only have one of those. Myself. It alone just doesn't do the job. I am always alone. My parents were killed in bridge collapse three years ago, and I was taken to this orphanage shelter. I did have a boyfriend. When he learned I was an orphan, He broke up with me, and went to be with Mckenna. Mckenna was my best friend, when she started dating Dustin, I droped everything between us. We have never spoken since. But I heard she was injured in a car collisoin. Thats what Carma is called. Love was never really with me. Except my parents love. I had a car, but After my parent death, I decided to drop the cars and walk or bike it.

    I don't feel like a queen, or even close to royalty. I just feel like a poor pesant. With no life. I mean my life is so empty, I feel I should just take it away. I feel so deprived from society all the time. I feel like screaming. "IM HERE!" It just wouldn't work. It never does. I would take my life rather than spen 2 more years here! i just can't stand the aggony of living on a planet that is killing itself. The air is going black, just like my soul, and eveything is dying, just like me. I am a walking distaster.

    If the life fits, keep it. Mine doesn't so I will take it.

    "slash..."