• Chapter one

    what would you rather do? eat a banana, or roll in sunlight? that is all i will ask.

    If this was my place ment test, i wouldnt have this bad a score. but seeing as it was, i was in trouble. Mostly because of this man poking me with a stick. He would always do that, and then i would get in trouble, because of yelling. I wanted so bad to have to just shove my elbow back and hit him in the face. sigh, but i couldn't. i finished my test and put it in front of me. All i had to do was get a signal and i could leave. rolleyes yea, like that was going to happen. I walked to the front of class and asked "can i leave?" she nodded her head and said "no, you have to wait." i said after that "can i use the bathroom?" she gave me the laveratory pass and i walked to the bathroom. My school was never noticed at all if you did something good. they just took credit for it if they did it. We never get any money, so our school was closing. i didnt get it. the people never donated money for us, so we never get field trips. and mostly. we never could afford a cafeteria, so we had to eat outside. All i knew was "what the heck am i doing here?" i was at the bathroom, and i really didnt need to go. i just wanted to get out of that room. I had to think over my chances of escaping. i could run, and get caught. or i could live like a lifeless drone for the rest of my life. well, i guess being a drone won.



    it never would be easy for me at all in my life. my mom was always open to me moving out, mostly because she didn't want to see me, so i guess that she knew that i had an addiction to sunlight. we always had windows open, mostly because i would always want to tan. the sun was my best friend, and it was slowly dying. in my world, the sun was always pushing to give the world light. unfortunately, people are killing it, by sending ice missiles constantly over and over. i tried to stop it, but unfortunately they just kept going and going. if you put your hand on the sun, like some professors say, it would feel like you have a fever. the sun used to be so hot, that if you looked at it, it would blind you. know, you would always look at it, but it would never blind you. it would just be like a dot of light in the sky. I didn't like these people. they didnt know what would happen if the sun went away. it would feel like ice inside. and outside? pfft. there would be no hope at all if you went out side shirtless, let alone with winter clothing on. i would hate for the sun to go away. It was like my best friend, and my only friend in this world. oh wait. i forgot my name. my name is lisa. and i have a tumor in my left lung. it is just so difficult with the sun, mostly because you cant find relief for it.


    I went to bed at 10:00 that night, mostly because i did'nt feel sleepy. i just wanted to find relief for my tumor, and the dying sun. it was my onlly hope for me and myself.