I'm staring out my window, Oh the amazing things you see staring out a sheet of glass. The world is happening just beyond your site, a car drives by I see a lovely girl and an enchanting boy sitting there together.....I begin to think to myself, what's there story? Young lovers on the verge of an everlasting Romance that no army could possibly destroy. Or are they on the verge of complete and total collapse only they know only I can imagine. I begin to look again and my vision becomes so clear I can see beyond the thicket of trees beyond the town beyond the Highways and byways into the city lets say New york. I stare into the eyes of a dashing young girl...Ok beautiful. I see the a story one of heartbreak and pain if you take the time to stare into someones eyes you wont find the reflection of yourself you will find something so much better. She was without love disowned and dismayed, It's as if the only thing that could make her smile was a perfect gentleman one of scholar and one so romantic that she would gasp every time she saw him. Sitting just beyond the park not even 70ft away was this dashing young man no older than 21. Just sitting there, his eyes were so unclear so foggy so....confusing. In one respect he was so lonely in another he felt so sad so confused about his own being that he didn't know if he wanted to ever go on If only he knew if only he were to think of looking over seeing that beautiful girl sitting there crying. One can only imagine what things would be like in a perfect world.
I begin to squint losing focus bringing myself back to my room looking out the window again this time it was so pitch black that I couldn't make out what I was seeing. It's a small town and standing there a young girl maybe 18. The soft snow softly melting on her rosy little cheeks. She was lit up by the faint glow of a neighboring porch light and a distant street lamp. I began to wonder what she was thinking her eyes told me nothing as if she had wiped them clean. She gently brushed her long Brown hair to the side and looked in my direction, but of course as we all know she couldn't see me. A stranger or possibly a friendly neighbor came walking down the sidewalk crunching snow in her gently used snow boots. Being one who can read lips as clearly as I can hear the words, I see the friendly person ask her...."What are you doing out here...It's freezing, are you lost?" the girl replies with a small frown yes...I am do you need help finding your way then? The girl smirks and says "I'm only lost in thought I have nothing to live for nothing...Broken...Bruised...My dad he's nothing my mom she walked out on me and my boyfriend disowned me. I am lost so lost."...
Distracted by the cat playing in the corner of the 4 cornered room I loose my concentration. My vision brings me back to the inside of my room, I look over and laugh to myself ot the poor cat who had wrapped himself in one of my strings. I begin to think to myself what do I lack I could make these lonely girls feel again I am one who if given the chance I can do anything, I look up and my roof it's gone and I can see snow pouring down on me it's all around me like an aura of tiny balls of light melting in a torrent of white. the walls disappear and I find myself somewhere beyond the ocean beyond the leafy trees. To a world one unlike ours full of clear eyes and mended hearts free of poverty, heartbreak, and war. I see this girl she looks so familiar like I had a picture of her in my mind. I remember back looking out my window the one under the street light and right next to her...the girl from the park the gorgeous eyes shined. I look up at the windows through every single window I see eyes staring back at me reading me like a book every window had its own story and like me they looked out looking into my eyes and wondering what my story is what I had to offer what kind of life I led wondering if I was going to brighten up some girls day. So like pages written in a book I begin to walk over to those girls and all of a sudden out of nowhere the most beautiful girl appears Lucius red lips and soft Blond hair. She sits there staring back at me with amazement and some sort of awe. We slowly reach our hands out reluctant at first willing at the end. light shoots up blinding the most blind of people. Like a song ending its chorus winding down and ending we disappear fading not like a memory but more like a future. I'm in my room again look on my bed and see this beautiful young lady sleeping so silently it's amazing how life works out it brings me back..out the window how things just seem to appear. I begin staring out the window....like I did so many years ago.
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