• self pity will swallow you up...
    until you realise,
    thats all you ever had
    when you think back on your life,
    you look on all the things you had done wrong
    and realise the worst in them all
    when the dark thoughts creep into your mind
    you wish you were never born.
    you think of how you would live differently
    you look at everything you had done right
    you realise there arent that much
    you wonder what will happen next..
    will you be shot down as the age you are
    or will your life live on
    then you look at the options you have now...
    self pity will ruin your life

    especially when its all youve lived for