• I looked at the mans hand. Glancing at Edward, he nodded, so i hesitantly took the small tin cup from him. i took a swig, letting the gross taste show on my face, i ran over to the sink spitting out the drink. I gagged my way over to the trash can near the sink. Puking for at least 20 minutes i wiped my mouth, finished. Embarrassed about doing so in front of Edward, he looked shocked and scared at the same time, i really couldn't make it out what his eyes were trying to tell me. But it was something he was trying to hide. He looked down frowning for a few seconds and walked out of the room. Tears spilling out of my eyes, i looked back at the door far away in the back. i started to run for it. Hearing Edward whisper to someone outside the opposite door. Reaching for the handle, i had a moment of looking back to see him one more time, but my heart just gave out, and everything disappeared in my mental scene.
    The blood rushed back to my head, as i was still puking in the trash can, while Edward held my hair up for me. i stared at the trash can. Thinking my mental vision was getting worse. i turned around and hug Edward tightly, i wasn't going to let him go for a long time. "it's getting worse," i started sobbing in his chest, we both new what i meant, so we didn't feel that we had to directly say it aloud. He stroked my hair. "i promise that i wont let anything happen,"he whispered in my ear. a shiver trickled down my back. "i cant do this."
    "you wont do it by yourself."
    "cant ,he, do something?" i didn't want to mention the name. Afraid Edward might get mad. He pushed me back. "Don't ever say that again!" he stared at me firmly, his eyes frightened. "i-im sorry," i looked down. he locked his arms around me. i gasped for air. He let go immediately. "sorry," he tried smiley but it didn't show. "Can we just go...?" i wasn't in the mood anymore.
    "sure."
    "Nikki."
    "ya?"
    "i love you."
    "i love you to," i smiled,succeeding. We both walked out of the door. It was dark out. Edward stared looking around randomly. "please go to the car," his jaw set. "Why?"
    "just go quickly." i let go of his hand and jogged to the car.
    I could still see Edward in the street light, someone walked in front of him. i couldn't quite make his face out. i bit my lip. i opened the car door quietly and got behind another car closer to them. i was still to far to hear them. The man touched Edwards shoulder and out of nowhere he was fidgeting in pain, i could tell he was trying not to yell. i yelled for him though."Crap" i muttered to myself. The man looked quickly behind him to see me standing there. Edward was fine. I couldn't stop staring at him. Mad he wasn't telling me something, but i wasn't worried about that as much as i figured out what i just had did.