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Yesterday I died. It's an odd feeling. I expected it to be excruciatingly painful when that drunken driver hit while I was crossing the road. I guess I deserved it. I mean, I'd just had an argument with my mom and ran away angrily with only the clothes on my body, Wuthering Heights in my backpack and a half-eaten ice-cream cone which I cleverly stole away from an old guy sleeping next to the dustbin. I didn't even get to finish Wuthering Heights...
Yesterday I died. It's an odd feeling. I expected to go to heaven. But i haven't yet. I'm sitting on a rock, watching my own funeral. This is the same rock which I sat on when I watched my grandmother's funeral. I cried. This time my mom's crying. She thinks it's her fault. Why? Why do people blame themselves. I don't understand. Maybe, I was meant to die. Maybe, this was all meant to be. Maybe, my death can teach others not to be so reckless...
Yesterday I died. It's an odd feeling. I'm in my mom's dreams. She's dreaming about me: when i was born, my first birthday, when I first started riding a bike. I could see tears in her eyes. I found out i could talk to her. I told her that I was okay, that she didn't need to worry about me, that I didn't blame her, so she shouldn't blame herself and that the only thing I regretted was not getting one last hug from her. The next day, I saw that she was peaceful. My mom had gotten over my death. I noticed, that she went up to one of my school photos and hugged it; hugged it and cried. I cried too.
Yesterday I died. It's not that odd of a feeling. I'm in a place. A quiet, peaceful place, sort of like a tea garden. There's something on the table. Oh, look, it's Wuthering Heights.
- by Shrobski_The_Panda |
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- | Submitted on 05/17/2010 |
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- Title: Yesterday I died
- Artist: Shrobski_The_Panda
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Death... is an odd thing
Not many people think about it
Probably because they don't want to.
I'm 13 and I've tried to commit suicide.
Stupid, huh?
I think so too. - Date: 05/17/2010
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Comments (3 Comments)
- Mayhem Dirt - 07/11/2010
- WHOOAAAA NIIIICCEEEE!!! i never know u could write things like this.i rate this 5/5 BTW THIS IS MY FIRST COMMENT THROUGH ALL THE TIME IM PLAYING GAIA AND I WILL GIVE IT TO U COZ U DESERVES IT.And i never think it will go right through me
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- F A I L M O N S T E R - 07/04/2010
- your 13 and you wrote this... its amazing. please do not try to commit suicide again, we need you to write more amazing stuff. Im 14, and i write too. i love writing(:
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- FoxyXNinja - 06/06/2010
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no, not stupid. I think we've all though about it sometimes.
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