• when i close my eyes i dream
    when i open then the dream ends
    and my life becomes a nightmare
    and i have to deal with it cause
    my mother cursed me and my dad
    kill my sister so the only thing i know is death and curses
    but in darkness i feel calm
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    what have i done is the words she says she see blood all the time and she let go of people she dont need of people who dont love her and people who betrayed her she is broken inside
    she numb all the time she hear nothing she see nothing she is just a machine that works only if you give it fuel you dont give it fuel it dies

    but the thing that bothers me is that she stares into the distances and stares like she is waiting for someone to start her up again and say ill never do those things to you and he means it. but that day will never come cause this world has already ended for her