• Soul Dancer

    Have you wished for something so much that you can taste it, touch it, smell it, see it and even hear it but you just can't hold it? I have every day and every night, I wish I can be something more. Something other than a geeky girl with a squeaky voice, who loves to read supernatural stories, that everyone thinks that they can pushover. To be myself without someone judging me by how weird I am. To see how much happiness I see in every moment; good or bad. I would like just one person to understand my so called "weirdness". To see how amazing life can be, if we all just act like ourselves, to stop judging, to stop hiding and to stop being FAKE. To not judge each other within a second of when we meet one another.
    What I wish for most is not for people to stop judging one another or for people to notice me, not just as the geeky girl, who I will always be, but to be KNOWN as who I really am. Not just the geeky girl with the really squeaky voice, but also as something else. Something that goes deep down into my very soul. To be KNOWN not noticed but known as the dancer. Not the ballet dancer, not the hip- hop dancer or the dancer with the serious moves but as the Soul Dancer. I absolutely love to dance, free style dancing to be specific. I am B-FAB (Born From A Boom box). Now I know some, no not some, all of you are laughing at me on the inside, outside, even both, but when I hear music, my whole world changes.
    heart The rhythms makes my heart pound. The beats become my soul and the lyrics, they don't even matter. I become one with music, with my dream, with my soul, with my life. My whole world revolves around this moment. I see and hear nothing as my body, as my soul, moves to the sound of my world. In this moment my world isn't about my education, my friends, gossip, the occasional who's cute and who's not or the school's current drama. No, in this every moment my world is about the one thing that I love most in this world, MUSIC.
    As the song comes to an end my world, my soul, and my heart go back to normal. My hearing and sight come back. I'm back to the geeky girl with the squeaky voice who loves to read super natural stories. Good-bye my love, my soul, my world, my life, my one, my music.
    As another song starts again.
    I become my soul, I become my world, I become
    MUSIC.
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