• I watched the proverbial sunrise
    Coming up over the Pacific and
    You might think I'm losing my mind,
    But I will shy away from the specifics...
    'cause I don't want you to know what I am
    'cause then you'll see my heart
    In the saddest state it's ever been.
    This is no place to try and live my life.
    Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
    See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
    Stop right there. Well I never should have said
    That it's the very moment that
    I wish that I could take back.
    I'm sorry for the person I became.
    I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
    I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
    'cause who I am hates who I've been.
    Who I am hates who I've been.
    I talk to absolutely no one.
    Couldn't keep to myself enough.
    And the things bottled inside have finally begun
    To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
    I heard the reverberating footsteps
    Synching up to the beating of my heart,
    And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
    I would watch me fall apart.
    And I can't let that happen again
    'cause then you'll see my heart
    In the saddest state it's ever been.
    This is no place to try and live my life.
    Who I am hates who I've been
    And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
    Who I am hates who I've been
    'cause who I've been only ever made me...
    So sorry for the person I became.
    So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
    I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
    'cause who I am hates who I've been.
    Who I am hates who I've been.