• As I sit and think
    The pain shadows me
    It makes me feel alone
    Like I'm with an enemy
    I try to get away
    But it's always there
    It seems now to be too much
    More than I can bare
    The lies cover me
    So dark I can not see
    I try to push past them
    All I want is to be free
    Caught in a web
    Soon to be the spider's prey
    I cry alone
    As no one leads the way
    I can't escape in my dreams
    For it will follow
    As I see thoughts play over
    So deep yet so hollow
    Soon turn to nightmares
    Which will always stay
    It seems so real
    Like i saw it the other day
    I don't know what will happen
    Or if it will always be like this
    I could run away
    But there are things i would miss
    I could leave them behind
    Most of my enemies
    But I will never escape
    My painful memories