• I feel so lost like being stuck in a void of nothingness. Completely surrounded by darkness but I realized it's not like what I'm used to. Now I know I was alone all along, wanting for someone to understand and reach out to me but everytime I take the hand extended to me I find myself lost all over again. I walk through this hell not sure where I'm going I keep pressing on no matter how much it hurts try no to complain but sometimes it's too much for me to just hold in. All these years of suffering finally start to show I can't hold on to myself any longer but I'll still hold out as much as I can. I'm lost in all that I am and all that I was but even so it's not much I was never really anything.