• In my head its all so busy--Im grasping for hope--Wander till my eyes drop--The moon has wings--So far from the sun--A locked heart--A kiss i have never felt--I fail.--Break my concentration--Out of breath..im running--Standing still--I focus on one thing--What ive done--This life--Am i dreaming.--I cant wake from this nightmare--I close my eyes but i dont sleep--My body rejects--Pain slides--Freedom i cant find--Tears that dont fall--Am i dead yet?--Sweet winds touch my face--Fantasy as i float--Drowning in my smile..I know im a fake--I dont know what i looking for--Lost my life--Happy families--Being beat and i hear a scream--Waking up from everything..I fall again.--I guess i cant stop falling..up.--Im so strange--I dontknowmyself--Scared of the truth--I already know--Dont laugh at me b***h--You have no idea how much you hurt me with your lies--You ******** with peoples minds--You hurt--You fail--You lost a life--I dont trust you--You and the life you didnt want--Live with it.--What ive done--I made this life--I only look to the side--Blue--I start again--Is this really what i want--I CANT SAVE MYSELF--IM STILL FLOATING--looking for freedom.