• The first time I saw you, I thought you were just another boy coming to use and break my heart into tiny pieces, but I was wrong, you much more.
    I pushed and shoved you away, but you just kept getting right back up and tried slowly to melt away the bitter ice around my heart.
    I called you names, laughed at you, and told you to leave me alone ---you just kept soothing and comforting me like I was something precious.
    Every time you reached for me, I knocked your hand away, and screamed and cursed at you with all my might, but you just kept reaching for me over and over again.
    I hated that smile that knowing look to it as if you already knew something about me that I didn't know and those eyes that could right through me all the way through my soul and knew every thing about me before you even knew who I was.
    I tried to run from you, to keep my heart from hurting once again.
    But, slowly, the winter in my heart change into spring.
    Your caring warm-hearted soul melted away the fierce blizzard I thought would never go away.
    I took your hand and let you lead on a new adventure.
    When you touched my hand, my heart sang.
    When you kissed me, I couldn't help but kiss back.
    You were the boy who won my heart.
    I could hear our heartbeats make the same pace and rhythm as I laid my head upon your chest, saying the same line, "I Love You......I Love You".
    How your eyes, I hated once, shined brightly when I looked you deep into your warm brown eyes.
    You held me like a delicate flower, as if you were going to break me if you held me any tighter, but I could still feel your warmth against my skin.
    My feelings grew more towards you.
    You were my dream come true I thought couldn't be true.
    But dreams don't last forever.
    We grew to know each other as time passed, but you were ill.
    Your skin was turning white and losing color.
    Your eyes started to lose that sparkle, I saw each time you smiled.
    You smiled less and laid in bed all the time.
    You ate and talked less each day.
    You were dying in front of me --- right in front of me and there was nothing I could do.
    You beckoned to your bed one night and said as the moonlight casted it light over you,
    "Love someone else when I am gone. I Love You", were your last sweet words to me.
    Tears ran down my cheeks to see you gone from my side --- forever never to see your sparkles in your eyes and your tender smile.
    I just wished I said "I love you with all my heart" before you were forever gone from my side.