• No matter how much you think you love somebody, you’ll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close; That which does not kill me probably knows where I live and is biding its time; I've become so numb I can't feel you there; As these endless thoughts drip from my soul, Every single word secretly paints a fairytale of one we will melt in to..; In a dream you appeared, for a while you were here, so I keep sleeping, just to keep you with me; I sit astride life like a bad rider on a horse. I only owe it to the horse’s good nature that I am not thrown off at this very moment; It doesn't hurt me. You wanna feel how it feels? You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me? You wanna hear about the deal I'm making?