• When I wake my first thought is of pain.
    When I slip into unconsciousness at night my last thought is of what brought me happiness to me in the day.
    But I wonder what was my first thought on the the day I first entered the world?
    Did I not have one?
    Or could I see my life flash before my eyes and in those moments understand all I needed to know to live, but it quickly faded away because of an underdevoloped brain?
    I wonder what my thought will be before I enter eternal rest.
    Will it be of everything that gave me in happiness in my life?
    Or will I finnaly understand what my purpose in life was??

    These are thoughts that plague me, how long must it continue?