• it starts with the thing inside that i can't deny and i won't deny the hole inside from my mind to my heart ripping the hole so vividly starting from my chest to my heart hidden inside to the pain i cannot control destroying and corrupting everything i see i wanna get out of the black out of the blood hazed world i see through the hatred filled eyes fueled by the dad that is no dad but the only person that was ever a true dad to me......

    ......but he was not he could never truly be, would a dad fight you and hurt you to a point where the hurt becomes so great that it wrenches inside till the heart inside dies away like a paper to a swift wind my history eventually erodes to times waters