• People glaring at me.
    I'm feeling ashamed.
    My eyes open,I'm trying to see.
    This madness has no name.
    For not many know this.
    But my life is like being an actor.
    Hiding behind make-up an masks.
    My life being a surreal bliss.
    Knowing my in life,being normal was never meant to be.
    Because under every mask is another.
    I'm hoping no one will find the real me.
    My life is shattering and breaking.
    I want to stop pretending,to quit the faking.
    But I'm held back,wanting to be free.
    But I remain the girl in the mask.
    Under it all I am lost and alone.
    Going nowhere fast.
    Not having a place to call my home.
    Still running from my past.
    But I forever remain the girl in the mask.
    Forever unknown.
    Forever unwanted.
    Still wishing for peace,getting war.
    Wanting love,getting hatred.
    Not wanting to be the girl in the mask anymore.
    But I'm keeping it that way.
    Keeping it the way it was before.
    Wanting none but taking more.
    Wondering when it will end.
    But you'd like it to.
    Wouldn't you?
    Leaving this horrid place.
    Hating who I am.
    I'm waiting.
    Waiting to see my life get any better or any worse.
    I'd stop all of it.
    Trying to forget.
    Trying to be someone I'm not.
    I'd stop it all.
    Just for someone who cares...