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I knew she didn't want it to shatter,
but it did not matter.
I stood there without happiness,
in a enormous void of sadness.
As I started to pick up the pieces and bits
my sadness was starting to reach its limits.
Every time I touched a small shard,
I felt a small cut making picking them up hard.
I looked at my hands seeing all the cuts and marks,
I tried not to laugh while, holding in crazy remarks.
"Why am I doing this?"
"I should be in a sad abyss."
But I continued to my tedious work
to the point where I almost went berserk.
All I saw was tiny pieces of this memory of glass
but soon I saw a piece I could not pass.
The piece was not a large shard,
but was bigger than a playing card.
I knew this was the only one
the only shard that reminded me of the fun.
The fun I had with her,
and soon that happiness started to enter
my heart once more, driving out the pain
that was turning me undoubtedly insane.
I had put it in a nice, small frame
and in doing so it had made me tame.
"Is this going to be the only one?" I had to ask
as I looked at the dust collecting mask.
As I was about to wear it,
I noticed the mask did not fit.
I laughed and smiled
as if I had gone wild.
I looked at my old disguise
I threw it away at the skies.
I then picked up a card in an envelope
I smiled as I looked at the card with an almost forgotten hope.
I placed it in the small frame with the shard as I walked away,
"I will show you that card when I have the courage to" is all I had to say.
- by Urazaki Akira |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 12/20/2008 |
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- Title: What was I Going Through...
- Artist: Urazaki Akira
- Description: I knew in my heart, I might have to let you move on, but I could not accept it. I knew I needed at least one...one tie to you so I could find a place to go to. I know I can not do much of the things I did before but I will not lose hope...if in some impossibly small chance I can be 'Him' again then I will. In the meantime I will make do with what you have given me and I will continue for you and everyone else.
- Date: 12/20/2008
- Tags: going though
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Comments (2 Comments)
- OblivionAfterSea - 10/09/2017
- I could feel the emotions in this. Good work.xx
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- hers POSH14 - 12/20/2008
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~wow, amazing... i can totally feel ur sadness.=c
good luck,i love ur work. rate back,=] - Report As Spam