• This feeling in my chest, just won't go away.
    I try to forget your every caress, sweet words, and kisses
    I can feel my broken heart get stabbed by hundreds of knifes, daggers, and swords
    over and over again.
    I try and try to forget all of you, but love will never leave me.
    "Why oh why does the one thing that makes me feel happy and special disappear from
    my grasp?
    What did I do wrong? Did I not show enough love? Did I scream and yell for no reason?
    Should I have grabbed hold of you and never let go my love, my one and only?
    Why do tears stream down when I think and remember you every time? Should I have
    changed?    "
    Are all the questions I ask myself.
    I am now a bitter women who feels not love, passion, or pleasure no more.
    I should just curl up in a ball and die alone forever.
    Every night I dream of the same night I last saw you say goodbye to me.
    I just want all my memories and pain to disappear forever.
    Its gets harder to laugh and smile, every day it feels like a duty to act cheerful.
    When was the last time I laughed, all I remember is the tears and screams I made and
    make each lonely long night.
    My pillow is soaked each morning with salty tears and holes where I dug my fingers into,
    as I held that pillow to me so it would not be taken from me.
    How can I forget everything about you when I want to keep clinging to it forever?
    To forget that love we had is to erase all my sanity, faith, and hope that I have left.